Whatchadoing?

Watchadoing there Dutchess?
Me intently watching what The Girl's cat Dutchess is doing under the cars in the carport... I may just pounce on her to surprise her...

Unfaithfull? Me?

Recognising a flaw in one's Psyche is painfull... and enlightening as well as unfettering... today was one of those Lightbulb moments. Sometimes being unfaithfull is not what you think it is... yet being uninvolved or detached sounds so much less hurtfull however I realise now it is the same as being unfaithfull... so how do you fix it? When I listened to Rhianna's song Unfaithfull it was explained to me thus... words reworked to suit.

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

She's more than a girl
and ther is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to her I just can't be true

and I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills her inside
to know that I am happy with some other gal
I can see her dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
she's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the guys
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills her inside
to know that I am happy with some other gal
I can see her dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

Her trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to her head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah
So yeah... now to start the fixing... you see... sometimes Music is better thann therapy! What with Blogging and listening to music things become clearer every day... I still feel like a dog though...

"This is pretty much what journals are all about, at least to me. I knew as I wrote them that even though they provided an excellent place for brain (and heart, and psyche) dump, they were mainly a map of me." Colleen Wainwright, communicatrix, 03-23-2006

While we were sleeping...

America celebrated Independence Day and Dutchessmisses The Girl over there in the USA...
while I do what I like best...

We have Liftoff... Independence day 2006

Mission STS-121 is launched on Independence Day... the best fireworks ever for NASA... It may be 3 days later than scheduled but I think one should never overlook coincidences.
We wish the crew Bon Voyage and a safe return, may this be a sign of more success in the future for NASA and all the people that strive to further the exploration of our Universe.

Why Independence is not cheap...

Dan's work is amazing... hope he does not mind me putting this up as a tribute to both him and the people that ensure that Freedom reigns. Happy Independence Day Yanks!

"America has never been united by blood or birth or soil. We are bound by ideals that move us beyond our backgrounds, lift us above our interests and teach us what it means to be citizens." George W. Bush (1946 - ), Inaugural address, 2001

However from the quote for the post I chose I realise that this is what America is demanding from its citizens at present...

Independence does not come cheap...

Dan's work is amazing... hope he does not mind me putting this up as a tribute to both him and the people that ensure that Freedom reigns.
Happy Independence Day Yanks!












Crossposted at One Reality 一真 Kazuma and here are words spoken that are apt for today...
"Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same, or one day we will spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it was once like in the United States where men were free." Ronald Reagan (1911 - 2004)

I'm getting famous... and sleepy...

I see that Canberra BK's posting about me is the first link you get when you do a GoogleSearch for "myoo cat", Thanks BK!
I was very sad to read about Tiffy... The Man was so glad he could give me a home... Sometimes he is very sad when he hears about Beans treating cats and other animals badly... he says he can judge a persons character by how they treat Furrybeans...

Ummm as it is very late I think I will take a nap now...

Every drop counts... 50 and counting!

My 50 donations medal and lapel pin... thanks for the Cookies SANBS!
Now for the next 50, I hope I get that done in 10 years not 25!
As a donor and former recipient I am glad to get to donate every 65 odd days... I really hope I can still be doing my bit when I am old and bent...



And this says why we donors do it!

Amber in pensive mood.

My older sister looking very pensively at the passing scene from the patch of lawn...

Seeing the little things...

I am so happy with my new camera... Took some pictures around and about the flat today and while viewing them saw something amazing. This flower is about life size in the first picture and the image is reduced -75% from the original Jpeg to fit here... then I notice this tiny black speck on the base of the flower...
with some cropping... turns out to be an Ant! This was just cropped out of the original Jpeg image and not enlarged at all... amazing clarity!
I had not even noticed it when taking this picture in Macro mode... Expect more from me crawling around with camera in hand.

"An ant is over six feet tall when measured by its own foot-rule." Slovenian proverb.